Want

what do i want?
in a career? in a friendship? in love? in life?
my mind spins at just this thought,
in my life i have always tried to do what was right,
and with the few exceptions i have,
where does that lead me though,
i am sitting here wondering what is the right thing to want.
in a career,
 something beneficial.
inspiring, exciting, worthwhile.
in a friendship,
kindness, caring, understanding, interested (in me), trusting,
in love,
the one, the hard parts, the good parts, i  want it.
life,
to wake everyday with all intentions of being happy.
because life is too short to not be.

5/26/14