Sunday, June 30, 2013

moment.

we are so happy even if we are smiling out of fear. 
this moment has so much potential. it is a moment where so much greatness could arise if certain things happen the way they should. not only is this moment one that could change my life forever, it could also change the life of my best friend. both of us are in the same boat right now. 
something that we have waited for our whole lives is days away from us. its here. that day that you thought would never come is here. the situation has presented itself...its here. 
how will i act, what will i say, will it be just like before or will it change for the better or worse?
thinking about it gets me so excited, nervous, giddy, cant breath, cant sleep because it is all i think about in this moment, this snuck up on me. no it didnt ive been waiting for this. 
all of the whys, the shoulds, the coulds, the dids, the didn'ts, the cant believe i did that's, and the cant waits, are here. 
here it comes. 


Thursday, June 27, 2013

happy thursday.

listen to this it is so gooooood.

thursday for me = run, homework, shower, lunch, work......
but i mean im down. because i listen to this song the entire time.
hope your thursday is good and if its not i hope this song makes
it better.

ROYALS


wishes anyone?

chi omega's national philanthropy is the Make A Wish Foundation, which raises money for ill children to grant a wish of theirs. being the philanthropy chair for the year 2013 i am in charge of raising money for this wonderful cause. this past year i put together a week that consisted of,

~scoop a dish for make a wish~

~kick it with the chio's~

~wish upon a rockstar~


~chick-fil-a day~
we sucessfully raised $1992.00 and some amount of cents :)
anyways i am sooooo excited for fall to have an even more successful philanthropy week.

grace

*churchy post warning*

i recently read a talk that you can find here. while reading it i had an extreme amount of joy and comfort come over me. i love that Jesus makes ALL the difference. i love that he is with us through out the entire race and is not just waiting for us at the finish line. i love that if i mess up he wont leave me. he will always be with me. wanting me to come with him. the strength i gain from this message is so comforting and so strong. i love my religion for many reasons but in this moment it is because of the amount of comfort i have from knowing that the atonement exists and that my sins can be taken away.

being a primary teacher i have the opportunity to hear the beautiful voices of children sing songs about Christ. last week i heard this song and immediately got chills. the spirit is so strong and i love it.

in the past few weeks i had two people come into my work and ask questions about the LDS church. in the first instance a young man started by asking if i was LDS. i responded yes and he then told me how he had began the book of Mormon this past april and was hoping to be baptized by the end of june. his faith was strong, and his countenance was bright. the second was a women who asked "if the Mormons celebrate Christmas" i said yes they do, and she started asking me all sorts of questions like if i was wearing my "little white outfit"and what makes me believe in it. it was such and experience to share my testimony with these two strangers. with all the girls going on missions and my decision to stay home im glad i get the occasional opportunity to have missionary experiences.

lately i have been writing a good friend of mine that is on a mission. in my past letter i had told him that i was a convert and in his returning letter he seemed excited that i was a convert he asked me how i could be a convert and him never known, he also wanted the story. while writing him back and telling him of my conversion experience i was able to relive and realize the miracles that happened. i realized that very few of my friends know my story and although it is very close to me and personal, i have came to the conclusion that it has so much to do me and i need to share it more often.

and this past week i was able to not only share my conversion story with two of my best friends, i was also able to hear their own stories about how they were brought to the church.

the gospel of the LDS church brings me so much peace and so much HAPPINESS. im grateful to be apart and have the knowledge of this great church.

now.

has time gone by or what? it seems like just yesterday i was graduating high school and looking forward to bigger and better things. today i am two years into college and enjoying my life to its fullest. i love the thought of looking forward, never dwelling in the past. there are far better things that we have ahead than any we have left behind. thus it becomes an important decision, what to leave behind and what to take forward with you.

cali was so fun with mb and jeff. honestly so fun. no drama. just fun. six flags, angels game, beach, fun.

exciting things are to come these next few weeks :)